Title is a bitch, so am i.

A sampan Ride with the girls.

One of the crazy ladies night.

Mojo. Still Getting high,

Where were you while we were getting high.....

Silhouette Ladies night.

Wow, this night can only be described in one word.

Drama. ;P

Movie Night with both ann and annie.

The pic is super blur. my phone's camera is pretty sucky.

Grace and I in silhouette.

One of the non-judgemental person i've ever met.

She's really strong and determined and i love her to bits.

Ann ng and i went to a saloon to get our hair done.

I have short hair but i love getting hairwashs and ann permed her hair.

I thought it was nice.

She was going for the megan fox look though.

LOL.

But anyway, she looks so prettyy!

I kept thinking about the perfect title for this blog post, but after half an hour, nada.

I have no idea what i'm going to blog about so just stay with me.

I'll take you on an emotional roller coaster ride.

I am on it.

Well, you should be too.

I never knew loving someone could be so much work.

I'm not complaining, its just a realization how much effort i've put into my relationships.

Not only relationships, but friendships as well.

How much is too much, how little is little?

When you love someone, i guess, there's nothing in the world u'd not do

The self sacrificial mode just turns itself on automatically.

and if the other person if worth it, you do not mind changing yourself at all.

I've never thought i'd be one to say it.

But i think you've made me a better person.

And because of you, i feel so good every single day.

Just because you're in it, my life is just perfect.

BABY, you're amazing.

When in friendship though, my girlfriends are like my pillars; holding me together in one piece.

Each and every one of us are different in our own ways.

And we have disagreements; could be everyday, every conversation?

but i guess, its because we love each other that we tend to look past all these flaws

and arguments and move forward

When you're down, the first place to go to for comfort or encouragement

is into the arms of the friend that does not judge you in any way.

Anonymous Friendship Quote

" There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will. "

TRUE THAT!

I'm crazy about you.

I'm crazy about hats. You should be too.

"Would you like some English tea, Madam?"

Somehow,it makes u feel so.... classy, elegant?

LOL.

Imma getting myself a large pink pink hat.

U don't know.

I have been watching gossip girls. Just finished season one and i have to admit and am proud of it, i'd sleep with chuck bass in a heartbeat. =P

source: http://images1.fanpop.com/images/photos/1300000/1x18-promo-stills-D-chuck-bass-1323017-967-1450.jpg

source: http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/Ed-wallpaper-chuck-bass-636418_800_600.jpg

Yes. if u haven't been watching gossip girls, who is this male goddess?!

Ed westwick!

After that, i caught up with a little bit of studying but most of the time, i was waiting for a fb message from you and yes you replied.

You don't know. I'm addicted.

Addiction is a scary thing.

I am INSANE. Yes i AM.

There are people in my life who plays a big part in my life. They sorta make me who i am today. To say that they're my friends, is an understatement. We're family. Acc to Dictionary online: Family equals a social unit living together.

Anyway, here are the most recent pics taken and i havn't been updatinig much so here goes!

Freedom was amazing. There were so many djs from all over the globe who came and they literally made the place come alive. I went with a couple of very very good friends and it was one hell of a memorable night. A night not to forget.

We were wearing red that night and dresses were from F21. Ann is my shopping partner and the best one yet! she's now in US and i cannot wait for her to come back because she is buying me lingerie from victoria secret! I know i'd not look half as good as them models even if i wear them. But at least, i look good even when i sleep. i hope. No?

It all started at speedzone! Speedzone is this other event in conjunction with Formula one. It was truly a great experience as well. i literally fell in love with trance.

Btw, i loved this leopard print dress and now, im starting to love everything leopard!

Sunnies! Girlfriends! Nothing else can put a smile on my face like this one.Ever since i came back, there has been endless lunches and outings and i can say, i do not know what i'll do without em'. at the same time, u can't live with em' u can't live without them.

OHHH! Barcelona! They won the Champions League and i was all for BARCELONA baby. there spanish and i have a thing for spanish guys. they're just so damn hot. For e.g : Torres. Amazing.

Yes, i have bangs now. i have short hair and bangs. it might have enlarge my face but i like it. after all, its gonna grow out! Chill people. LOL.

Yes, i had my hair dyed. if u follow me on fb/twitter, u know i've dyed it again. but actually i bleached it 3 times. LOL and it was still yellow. i was going for the platinum blonde tho. But i was not allowed to and i understand.

I was on the phone with jai in this picture. =)

OMG. one of my happily drunken nights in sillouhette. u know sometimes, u have the sad depressed and embarassing drunk nights and sometimes u have the crazy wild drunk nights. while most of the nights i experienced the latter. it might be embarassing but i love every moment of it. Last night, was dumb. LOL. i had fun but it was a depressed drunk night.

You get the picture.

Oh and the beach. me trying to be paris. or say they say. I love my pink shawl, its just soooooo pretty. AWWWW... LOL and i love the beach. I enjoy kayaking and i cant think of any other sports that i like better. I just feel really vulnerable when i'm out at the ocean so wide. so vulnerable yet so brave. u know that feeling.

Karaoke! Sarah's bday! a great drunk night.

This is the summary of my life from the time i last put up pics till now.

good day people.

One Word. Unbelievable

I have not been updating my poor blog for so so long but right now, i feel as if i have to rant. so bear with me. or rather, don't

Do you feel as if sometimes, when u meet the right person and everything seems perfect in your life, something along the way always comes and fuck it up. I know you can say " There's so many more things you should be grateful for" or the fucking songs that say " keep believing" believe my ass.

I have believed for the last fucking time. But this dumb shit has fucked me around again. I just knew what i had was too good to be true. i was holding on too tight, now its so hard for me to let go. i want to hope. i have to hope. but i don't want to be let down. i'm afraid today but i'll be mroe afraid tomorrow.

if you come back, i'd do anything. anything. If you don't, there's nothing more i can say. All i can say is there's no such thing as a happy ending. never was, never will be.

I said i can't live without you. i've never sounded so serious. I've said you are the love of my life. its true. But if u don't come back. then there's nothing more i can say.

Well, that being said. Fuck my life.

Why can't i just have one fucking good year with you.

Sexually humorous; inspired by Strawberry Cheesecake

1. Anal Boot

An anal boot is when you take a pitcher of beer, everyone spits in it, someone stirs it with their cock and then the mixture is poured through the crack of a man ass into the waiting mouth of the loser of a bet or drinking game.

2.Strawberry Cheesecake

Right as you blow your load in a chicks mouth you get so excited that you punch her in the face. The bloody spooge is Strawberry Cheesecake.

3. Angry Dragon, The

Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. The harder you laugh, the angrier she'll look. Magic.

4. Butt Rodeo

When you're going at it with a girl, you flip her over real fast, start ramming her in the ass and yell as loud as possible "BUTT RODEO!" You then see how long you can ride her till she tosses ya off!

5. Dirty Sanchez

While banging a girl doggy style, quickly stick 2 fingers deep into her starfish, then reach around and wipe the residue on her upper lip, providing her a mustache.

6. Ray Bans

Put your nuts over her eye sockets while getting head. You're can is on her forehead. Yes, it may be anatomically impossible, but it is definitely worth a try.

7. Screwnicorn, The

When a dyke puts her strap - on dildo on her forehead and proceeds to go at her partner like a crazed unicorn. 8. Zombie Mask, The

While getting head from your favorite, unsuspecting, trash - barrel whore, tell her you want her to look right up at you with those "pretty little eyes" when you blow your load. Then, just when you're ready to spew a good weeks worth of goo, blast that hefty load in both eyes. This temporary state of blindness will produce the zombie effect as she stumbles around the room with arms outstretched, and moaning like the walking dead.

9. Fur Ball, The

You're chomping away at some mighty Zena who has a mane between her legs the size of Lionel Richie's afro, when a mammoth fur ball gets lodged in your throat. You punch her.

10. Flying Camel, The

As she is lying on her back and you are hammering her from your knees, you carefully balance yourself without using your arms to prop yourself up. You then to flap your arms and let out a long, shrieking howl. Strictly a class move.

I got this funny sex terms list from the website below!

Link: http://www.ericwebster.net/2003/07/the_dirty_sanchez_more.php

This is really very funny. i wanted to post a note on fb, but.... i think it'd be bad if my underage friends read it. anyway, ENJOY! LOL.

Secrets for your thoughts

Everyone of us have secrets. No matter how many times we say " I do not keep anything from you," there is always something ELSE that you're definitely hiding.

I do not know why but i love reading other people's secret anonymously. Not knowing who they are and knowing that some of them share the same secrets as i do. i feel that much closer to whats real and whats not. Sometimes, i feel things that i THINK i should not be feeling. But when someone else feels the same way, you realise... you're not that different after all.

Here are a few interesting secrets that i compiled from postsecret and secretzen: 0

note: these are not my secrets btw.

Thats all for now!

xoxo